this is so true..hon, i want you to know that i am really thankful that God gave me someone like you..but im really sorry if i cant make you happy like i used to…:( sorry if i am not your dream girl..sorry for not being the perfect woman for you.. but i want you to know that i love you so much, more than anything else in this world could offer.

i know babe is going to love this pic like i do! :) ♥

i realized that when ever my boyfriend and i are having an argument, i should not hate those moments..for without them pao and i will not appreciate and miss the times where everything is alright. ♥

reallove-adventure:

me and my baby’s hand ♥

 i know when you first met me, i was kind, patient, diligent and respectful.. after a few months, we started to get to know each other’s life habits,likes ,wants and needs. We loved each other so dearly that even our parents disapproved us at first, we still fought for our relationship. We had a lot of misunderstandings and we felt unsecured by our young love. But after our longs talks and deeper conversations, we loved each other dearly..like we have already each other as the meaning of our lives. There are times when you lied for so many times just to keep me..just to keep this relationship close to your heart. and even if i felt fooled, i still chose to forgive you because i love you so much. I chose to forgive and stay for all the things you have done right to me. And now that i had changed into a bad daughter to mom and disrespectful and impatient.. i wish that you could give me this last chance to be the real me again, or to be a better girlfriend, daughter and friend to the people we know and to the strangers that i hated. We are turning eleven months already..i wish WE could make things right. I know i have done so many painful things to both of us with my actions and decisions..but i am asking for your forgiveness. A forgiveness that will not bring back the past against me anymore. I know we have so many differences, but i know you can try to forgive me if you are willing to really start all over again. I know i am a bad girl..i know i have done so many things wrong. But i already forgive myself from being bad..i wish you can forgive me too and not bring back the past but still guide and support me to be better for the both of us. I know there has only been a few months that i have been good for you, when i first met you, you were totally a nice guy. or that is just what i thought. Today i texted you if you were at school. you said Yes and i trusted you. but when i called you to make sure if you are resting at the lounge, i knew you were with your friends. i didnt get mad, i forgive you right away and all i wanted in return was a tight hug from you. But why does it have to take me my whole life for you to forgive me and forget all the wrong i have done? Sometimes i think it is unfair. BUT i am still looking at this relationship to be something you dreamed of, to be the relationship you want to last that’s why i am doing the things you want because i want to keep you close to me even sometimes it is hard for me to think that you really love me. We built this relationship together. We quit a lot of times, but we are still together. What is the thing that holds us together? love? Love is the biggest thing we have, and the only thing we have. but love also comes with forgiveness,patience,etc. I just hope that as we grow older, we get better..better for each other and for the people around us. Baby, i want to keep you. But i never wanted to take away from you the freedom to leave when you are tired of me anymore. I am a keeper and i want to keep you. I hope you will also take care of me and us, and the trust i once had for you..to keep this relationship strong. I really love you. I know sometimes you are blaming me that  i promised not to let you lose me, but i just cant force you to stay when you are tired. So what i am doing is i am letting you, letting you go or letting you say depending on what you desire. Because you never had to worry about me leaving, because i havent talked about break up since you wished me not to leave. I am doing what i promised even if you dont see me. I wish that somehow you’ll realize that at school or anywhere i am, i am doing what you want..and i am not lying on a text message to you NOT because i am afraid if you will call to know the truth (which you never did) but because i am keeping the foundation of this relationship clean and not to build this on lies. Before we celebrate our first month, i said i dont want a liar. I hate liars. but you are the first guy i have ever tolerated with those things, but as you know me, i also make an easy or hard way to teach a lesson. Not now because you havent reached the point where i am really pissed, but maybe,just maybe that time will come too.

we both know we love each other. i hope we can find a way to make things right and back and make is stable and true. love will always be there hon, but the things that comes with it will fade or broke (like trust). So we better be careful now that we are getting near to celebrating our first anniversary. your very first long relationship is with me, so let’s not waste it with pride and prejudice. Let’s be purely inlove..over again.

chello

babe you know i love you so much. as in! you know you’re the first guy i’ve ever been serious about. and i want this love to last for all my life. i will always love you and i will continue to love you because you mean the whole world to me. i love you so much!i cant wait to see and hug and kiss you again. ♥

haha, di naGets ni babe ung post ko sa tumblr na i dont need sex, i need love. XD

hayayayayay. :)) kaya pala ang weird nun. XD ang cute lang pag nagmamadali syang magsalita kapag nahihiya. XD hahahhaha. :D 

hoy babe, ung post ko na un means “i dont need sex—ung sex na walang feelings and walang sense ng attachments”

and the other one na “i need love” means i need someone who’ll make me feel loved (YOU) and making love/sex is included kasi that’s a way of expressing my love for you too do ba, di naman ikaw ung pinsan mo na makikipagsex ng walang halong feelings di ba?syempre gagawin mo un sa taong mahal na mahal mo lang.

you didnt get what i wrote back then, ayan naexplain ko na,kanina pa sana e binaba mo agad ung phone e. hahaha.cute mo! XD

you know why im saying na di na mawawala ung pagkagreen? kasi ganun ako e. HAHAHHA. alam mo yan. XD wala, sa mga bagay nga na wholesome minsan may double meaning akong naiisip e. being greenminded will always be a part of my personality e. wala e, mana ko sa papa ko. lol. hahahhaha.

it just makes me wonder…why would you plan to other girls kung di ka katulad ng mga cousins mo (na nagbabayad sa iba para lang doon..e may asawa naman na sila di ba,o ung iba may gf naman)?

having sex with someone you dont love—is cheating. un ngang nagpaplan ka naiinis na ako e. kaya nung tinanong mo ako kung magagalit ako, sinagot ko oo. kasi magagalit talaga ako kasi gusto ko akin  ka lang—physically and emotionally and the whole you!

ikaw, pag ako nakipagsex sa iba anong magiging reaction mo?magagalit ka di ba? baka nga iwan   mo ako e. same with me, kung ano ung magiging reaction mo, ASAHAN mong WORSE pa sa gagawin mo ung gagawin ko.

**alam mong i trust you.mag-ingat ingat ka lang sa pag-aalaga ng trust na yan kung ayaw mong may mangyaring masama. i mean it. i only keep people in my life who can be trusted.

isang ngiti nya lang na galing sa puso, kumpleto na araw ko ♥ mahal na mahal ko ang Asawa ko.♥

mangiyakngiyak ako habang pinaparinig to sakin ni Babe sa phone, gustong gusto ko sya hawakan,yakapin, halikan, kung pwede lang lumusot ako sa phone papunta sa kanya gagawin ko e. miss ko na sya, sobra. MAHAL NA MAHAL ko siya. totoong di ko kayang mawala siya sa buhay ko, dahil siya na ang buhay ko. Siya ang dahilan kung bakit gusto ko pang mapaganda at masaayos lalo ang sarili ko at buhay ko araw araw. 

Babe, kahit anong dumating na pagsubok, di ako susuko sa atin,kahit gaano pa man yan kahirap. never kong option ang gumive up at magquit. kakayanin ko lahat basta kasama kita. lalaban tayong dalawa. lalaban tayo kahit hanggang tayo na lang ang natitirang magkakampi. mahal na mahal kita babe. alam mo yan. lahat kakayanin natin basta magkasama tayo.♥

san ka nakakita ng babaeng mumurahin mo pero kinabukasan mahal ka pa din?

san ka nakahanap nang babaeng pupuntahan ka kahit napakalayo ng bahay mo at naliligaw pero di pa din kailangan magpasundo sayo?

san ka nakakilala nang babaeng aalagaan ka pag may sakit ka?mag-aalala sayo ng sobra at kahit di mo pahalagahan, andyan pa din?

san ka nakakita ng babae na ibibigay sayo lahat kahit hindi sya sigurado kung di mo siya iiwanan kinabukasan?

san ka nakahanap nang babaeng mamahalin ka agad kahit di sya sigurado kung mahal mo din sya?ung babae na gusto araw araw nasa mabuting kamay ka? ung iisipin ka muna bago ung sarili nya? ung pagkagising at bago matulog ang buong araw, ikaw ung inaalala? ung kahit nasasaktan mo ng paulit ulit hindi pa ding magawang i-give up ka? ung babaeng sobrang taas ng respeto sayo, pero binabalewala mo? ung babaeng ibababa sarili nya para bigyang daan ang pride mo dahil napakahalaga mo para sa kanya? ung babaeng magsosorry kahit ikaw ung may kasalanan? ung babaeng lalambingin ka kahit deadma ka lamang? ung babaeng di naghahangad nang kahit anong bagay maliban sa pagmamahal mo? ung babaeng andyan pa din sa tabi mo kahit nawawalan ka na nang respeto para sa kanya? ung babaeng di ka iniiwan kahit imposible ka nang pakisamahan? ung babaeng gusto lang na lagi kang mapasaya kahit siya di mo inaalala? ung babaeng iniintidi ka kahit napakahirap mo nang intindihin? ung babaeng gustong mapabuti ka kahit nagpapakatarantado ka na? ung babaeng di nagsasawang itext ka kahit walang reply sa buong araw kahit isa? ung babaeng hihingi ng tawad sayo kahit di sya ung nag-umpisa ng gulo? ung babaeng mahal na mahal ka pero di mo nakikita? ung babaeng handang iwanan lahat para lang sa isang katulad mo? AT YUNG BABAENG MAHAL NA MAHAL KA, KAHIT DI MO NAIINGATAN LALONG LALO NA YUNG PUSO NYA?

chello:

wow, i never knew i was this hopeful back then (october2010) :) now, i reblog my own posts and THIS is happening now. Paolo loves me as i am, he accepts me as i am and thinks im beautiful. he doesnt care if i became fat :) aww,thank God for my love :) You’re the ONE i was hoping for BABE!♥ oh God,im crying again..this time, it’s because of happiness. :) babe,let me keep you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!♥

committedgirlfriend:

i used to look after other relationships that looks perfect— the kind of relationship that is open for every one to see that they are happy as a couple. But i realized that our story is different and every girl has their own version of love story. What we have is what we should be thankful for. Everyone wants to have a lasting relationship but not all people wants to endure the pain. Pain or struggles and distance is a part of loving someone, you need to endure it because you know it will all be worth it. You just need to understand both your weaknesses and differences and make the best out of your relationship by helping each other out. Only Love can make it through this world of temptations, you both need to be strong and contented with each other in order to end up together. Swear. ♥